song for the moment
Scars by Papa Roach


I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
and my weakness is
that i care too much
and my scars remind me
that the past is real
i tear my heart open
just to feel


I swear its like no matter how many time you do and do and do for some people they always find a way to freakin shit on you. I dont think there is even a reason to help some people when they dont even act like they appreciate it! from now on.....i will only help those who are willing to help themselves!!! I eamn what the fuck??? you would think some people would appreciate the fact that you'reactually willing to take time of your life to do something you dont have to for them....and never get a thank you or kiss my ass in return...HA never again